So tell me...
Is there any sense that capture in your heart?
So secure and peacefull when one of us around
where all thought of doubt and awkward disappear
aging by the smile and look that comes by the day
it just so close so far
either I know this feeling has affecting me before
or I just can't neglected the view of your charms
on the finest day that you ever have in your life

'till dry this ink on my paper
'till gone this memory in my mind
'till it fading in the air the colour in my eyes
'till being forgotten the memory of me in this world
'till disappear the sense in this heart
'till numb the vessels in my body
'till stop the beat in me
'till empty the air that i breath
'till worn out the story of my life
'till knot the words in my mouth
'till light comes n steal my only soul
'till nothing can be shown here in this ground

"sendiri" kukira itu adalah kata yang paling menakutkan yang pernah aku dengar dalam hidupku
aku tidak tahu bagaimana menghadapinya
aku benar-benar menyukai menjadi "penuh sesak" seperti orang lain
tapi kenyataanya tidak sama sekali
aku hanya senang merasakan perasaanku sendiri.. "pada saat ini"
dan aku tak tahu apa yang kupikirkan saat ini
dan hal itu lebih menakutkanku daripada hanya satu kata, yaitu "sendiri"
aku hanya mencari siapa aku sebenarnya
seperti halnya menyibak kabut jauh-jauh
yang kubutuhkan hanyalah mengencangkan sabuk pengaman
karena kadang - kadang "goncangan-goncangan" membuatku terkejut
seperti dongeng dan aku terjebak di tengah-tengahnya
apakah aku bertahan? Dan menjadi pemeran utama?
Tidak keliatan atau hanya menjadi pengintai saja?
Aku harus mencari tahu..
Satu - satunya jalan tuk mengetahuinya hanya dengan mengikuti "plot"nya.

A little girl
walking along on the crowded street
always stare down, she's got her own thought
nevermind about the honk of the buses blowing, torn the air
for the taxi driver waving his hand
looking for passangers
she just listened to her mind,
when is it gonna be over?
Facing the days full of grieving
and when she got home,
feel the journey has stopped
she cannot find the real voice
in the place where people call it home

I'm gonna away,
run to the green of the mountain
I'm gonna away,
come to the blue of the seashore
I'm gonna away,
fly to the skx that shinning blue
I'm gonna away,
away from here

I…
Who do not know much about everything,
Too naive been said that know about the heart
Only a little bit desire that comes up through the mind
It is not the whole sense,
Just of what it calls precipitate
Or a bit of flash from the reaction of the sense itself
Being interactive with the feeling around it
And unstated heart which there is no trust to be gained
I…
Do not know where I am standing now
Just too pleasure to be sad
And afraid the things going to be better
Just do not know how to deal with it
Too much pain that surrounding
Put it in the place just to get used to it
And how devastated rebound chop it was

There is a color, there is an air
There are some voices in the far away place
In the forgotten homeland
In the crowded places, in the silence faces
In the searching heart
There is a hope, there is a clue
And there is a face
Arise the amusing, reveals the doubtness
Emerge the wondering thoughts
No sense that comes up, no feeling that captured
Empty air comes down, freezing wind run through
No signs fall down, no clues come up
Just a face, because of the face
Not me, not them, not anyone here
Just a face... of the past

Datanglah di bilik ini, sebelum langkah tak bisa ku penggak

Datanglah, bawalah hatimu serta
Sebelum hari bermentari lagi
dan ufuk memanggilku pergi

Karena mungkin esok hari, kutak bisa lagi menjelma jadi pelangimu

Maka senja ini mungkin jadi penali....

Aku masih mencintaimu, dengan rasa yg menurutmu terkoyak
Aku masih bisa menambalnya....
Jika kau datang

Di satu senja, kunanti pelangimu

Seseorang harus datang malam ini....
Tak perlu dia memiliki tungku perapian....
Tak perlu korek juga.........
Cukup dia bawa satu saja batu....tapi dia mau menggesekkannya dengan bebatuanku..

Seseorang harus datang malam ini.......
dan MEMBAKARKU lagi

Aku telah lama beku,
dalam hati tak berantah, dan jiwa tak berselimut
bukannya ku tak bisa hidup sendiri
tapi aku butuh berbagi....dalam....dasar........palung hidupku

Dan telah kupertahankan rasa ini sebisaku
telah kukawinkan hatiku dengan hidupmu
sudah kusudahi tanda tanya akan sakitku.........
tapi kau tetap tak pernah menjengukku...........

Seseorang harus datang malam ini
dan MEMBAKARKU lagi
sama seperti kau mengalihkan rasaku pada sosok sebelummu

Toh ini semua masalah waktu
seperti kau menginginkan waktumu tak lagi kutunggu

Takkan kuhadirkan kakiku ke sana,
tak kan pula kuhadapkan mataku untuk melihatnya.

Aku akan dirasuki jutaan imaji mengenai dirimu dengannya.

Bagaimana kalian makan bersama, atau bercinta di atas meja.

Dan betapa seharusnya engkau tidak di sana,

maaf saya sedang tidak berselera untuk disiksa

I heard raindrop knocking on the roof of my terrace
I just sit on the couch inside my house
Silence caught me without alert
Drown me away to the deep loneliness

I try to awake from this wave of emptiness
And walking to the park
With drizzle and silver umbrella accompany me
The steps that I take so heavy, taking the past never gone away

I just look up to the sky, see the silver raindrop falling from above…
Just like a thousand thin n slice bullet running down to my skin
Emerge the past memory in every drop that touch my skin
I try to open my eyes wide, ignore the drops
Want to see beyond the rain, to clear my conscience
Wish that I find something out there
Wake me up from this wandering mind

Like a damp wood that poured by water in the rainy season
Bit by bit, your shadow try to posses my consciousness
Everything so bright, as bright as my heart that calling your name
In every breath that I take, so tender and fresh

Give me another time to see your face
That roaming in my mind and ruin every vessel of my sanity
The light of your eyes is shining in every time I open my eyes
Soaked the sun beneath the shore of my heart

I’m calling for the lord that tight up all the strings in my body
Laughing for the joke that only the tears are running down to my grey face
Coz’ I’m longing for you as my sun that glowing in my heart
In every consciousness I’m praying in my days
But only your shadow that appears in the twilight,
When I start to open my eyes, lit my ray by the time the night is come