Talking to you,
A thousand words cannot get enough
To give the pleasure of the mind
When there’s companion has land in the heart
Just showing a beautiful one
Come and grabs the hand

Seeing you,
A thousand colors spilled cannot get enough
To give good looking of the one
Where there’s a feeling going to melt
Just giving the days so colorful

Being with you,
A thousand moments in the past
Cannot get enough
To give a space of the nice
When the moment with you
Just sharing the incredible events that always new

Looking at you,
A thousand looks cannot get enough
To replace a single view that carved in the heart
When I see you smile,
The great moment I ever have
Just thinking of you and the day turns to clear

I never know before that I have to follow this path
Which full of events that make dry these tear to cry off.
I’m just watching the life passing by with gray color to be memorized.
I don’t know these particular moments give such a priceless lesson to me or to whom that they feel chocked.
Are we so that lost, that God speaks up through our trance’s lullaby of being exist?
Are we so that strong to testify that we are the supreme one?
The supreme one?
We just borrow this land,
You didn’t leave us,
You speak to us, Speaks to us.
You lend us this body,
You lend us this mortality,
You give us this heart and soul
And all of these will come back to You, coming back to You
In any ways You will.
How far we are loosing the path we walked on
You just bring us home again
How far the distant we make, yield the awkward in the far way of journey
You just bring us home
How deep the wounds we make to ourselves
You just heal it nothing in return
For all of these will come back to You, coming back to You
In any ways You will.

I have a friend, her name is Eugene, and she came from East
One day I found her sit in the park with arms around and a face of mourn
“Life is sucks!!” burst out such a word through her mind easily
Never knows what life will take her since she was born

I remember when the story began
Starting from a glittering of past
Glowing pretty dim, quite damn uncompromised time to gain
Searching the one for the good, only pain comes over in the last
Feel regrets and disappointed cannot ease all the pain
For a little innocence life eager to see the world in rush
Eugene Alexis that’s her mother give a name
To be a witness and a yield of an unfair world in the past

23 years life has gone
Here she goes standing pretty shape feeling all alone
Never expected too much of sorrow for the bone
All she wants just through the life that still long
And I’m standing here nothing but to be a friend for
A whispering angel stretch the wings ready to sweep the sore
“What is bothering you about life?”
“To be all alone and nothing in this life seems so sure?”
I just want to be someone else and the one that survive
“So clink your bell then all the wishes will come to your door”
“Is that all that you want for the rest of your life?”
I just want to be like anyone else?
“Just to be yourself and be “a human”
“God thrown us out in the beneath of trash basket for a reason
Understand the essence of life itself”
But why I never be happy for my life?
“Be happy then, you can show your sadness and so happiness”
“Be sad but don’t too deep just like there’s no joy for tomorrow
Be happy and remember still of your sorrow”
I understand, to be myself, and being there in the path of life
Feel the rhythm of happy, sad, joy and sorrow
That makes me still “alive”
…………..Darkness turns lit glow

23 years life is still long to go
And I’m little angel ready to stretch my wings to flow
Looking for another faded vow
Here I am, a destiny of life ready to follow

You came in the time when everything looks so gray
Bring the dreams in your mind, hope someday can build a new hope in the day
Telling a story of long life expectation, it’s all you can say
Fly the words that we have to hanging on to every word you say
No escape for us this time, only keep the mouth shut
Just like a hammer fly in our head, stuck
Blow the dreams want to fly away

Why do we still hear you speech?
We live here not just only hear and freeze
We want to feel of what you have bustle around, still your strings bridle the air in our bellies
Is this kind of your protection to hide you fear?
Just like a dark shadow, arise your tears
Are you afraid of your shape gone?, starting to sheer

We’re not blank white papers in lay
Need your precious ink to fill our future in front if you may
We are archer for ourselves, need an arrow that can accept all the circumstances
We want to have our own shadow beyond yours
Over the broken vow never cross our mind, still we will go forward
When are we gonna walk if it is not our legs that we can counted on?

Why do you have to shout loud? Seems for you we are afraid of our own life
We are aware in every condition, let us drift off in our path
Greeting the sorrow and touch the happiness, Cuz’ the wind cannot shatter us just like that
Isn’t that your teachings planted in our brain?

Look at us! We open our eyes
It just a little bit eyesores come along, nothing else
Look at us! We begin to reveal our steps
It just a little bit bruises in skin, nothing more
And would you please try to look at us!
We can feel how great the sense really is
And we will wait the moment, just for you to know
We will wait ‘till our shadow appears in your eyes
To open wide your heart and mind


*inspired to oldman, i shout loud through words.

I'm diving to your teritory again
with the bruishes and all of my pain
crying on your arm
burst out all the barrier inside me
me, just a water flavoured of your sense
hail of the sea
take me down to your neath
cover me with your blues
wash my heart with your tide
I don't wanna be anywhere else but here
just take me to your arm
flinch me away from this ache
take me
with you
hail of the sea

If I had to stopped just one second not to think about the sea
Feels like the air lost its soul when the wind no longer comes by to send its breeze
If I had to loose my colour’s sight not to stare to the sea
Feels like shore faded in its ripples when the cliffs stranded nowhere offshore
It’s a spirit that emerge in the middle of blue sea
So bright, spread the sense of love surrounding in the heart
If I had to choose the form that I got to spilled in this time
I would like to alter my world in to a shape of sea
Greeting the blue and concord my life with the wind breeze
Feel the blue
Touch the waves
Flirt with tides
And grab the shore

I walked to this block again
Try to find of what has been left behind
The moment when you were here
Shared the joy and nothing can compared
Revealed the feeling, we can just see it
That it was really truly sense that took apart
Think it’s over nothing can be gained now
Only memories that always roaming the mind
How easy the feeling comes up beneath the heart

I sit in the park of this old town
When the story begin at the very first time
I just try to recognize the moment that still echoes in the heart
It just like yesterday when we can smile at each other
Hand in hand, nothing can hide the feeling of being truth
I thought it just like never last
When we can see our mind each other
But nothing can be changed now
We are 10.000 miles against our own differences

If all of these wouldn’t happened
Will you give me your truly love, take me higher
To feel the great of the sense
B’cos right now I feel lonely

If all of these has happened
Why didn’t you gave me the trust that
I needed much in facing the life
God knows I really want to have it
B’cos right now I don’t feel the love

If all of these wouldn’t happened
Will I have the same, when I hunger for the caress
Is it too much expectation for the life
That still long way to go, I cannot release
B’cos right now I feel so hopeless

If all of these has happened, yes it has happened
Would you feel relieve
Facing all with bare mind, just like letting go
The dust in the eyes
Why don’t you feel that way
B’cos right now I want a changing.

In the very fresh time I’m riding now
I feel the old spirit splashing and open the gate
When the past let it out
And reveals all the moment I buried
Never realize when it started and shown up
like a smell of the damp gray leaves
Refused to disappear, feeling kind of longing somewhere in a far place

And so the story running,
left all the senses behind, caged beneath the heart,
Open the truth of being lost in the line of consciousness
In this autumn, unforgotten sense has come out of the blue
Knocking the mind, for the picture of you still remains
I remember you…

I try to recall pieces of scattered memories
Wondering, that the mind still awake for the aging love
Knowing the feeling eager to bared,
the vision that has emerges in the eyes
For me, the melting fog in dawn is you for sure
Disappear in the thick fresh air that were abounding
Never wanted to come out of your sense

In this autumn, un-belonging feeling soaked beneath the heart
Just like damp gray leaves lay on the ground
Spreading the warm air coming breeze the skin
Touching the heart, for the vision of you still remains
I missing you…

See you walking across the street
When the wind coming and touching your hair
Seems to me that all my feeling get flow
Follow your move and your hair waving so sure

Never afraid to come out of what you feel
And I see your smile always melt the air
I feel all my emotion goes through your light eyes sight
When I catch the sign that we’ve crushed on

Tell me, what is all about?
Are you trying to show of what you kept in mind?
Are you thinking the same way I did?
When this heart stop beating just to catch the vision that you give to me
Do we have the same bubbling that clearly to show?
When the air that surrounding us flow through our heart
We’ve been drifted in the air slightly crushed on

I wish this is not gonna over that you’ve been care to me
You give me all I need, when I need a shelter you just lay my head upon your shoulder
You give me a piece through your blue eyes
Everything so obvious showing you’re all that I need
I can see the wide world out there with you
You makes everything real not just only thoughts before sleep that only show up when I start to close my eyes and gone through in the air as my eyes open again

Near you, I can feel the spirit of my life raise fill up my heart to move on
You give the strength to carry on and the barriers went away
You get the things make a sense not just only thoughts before sleep
That always haunted every hours I close my eyes
When I open my eyes, there it goes the vision has gone
Here by your side I can face the world bright than before
Even I know I can survive from all of this with or without you
But you give the color of my life
The various moment of my life
The kind for my life
And the thoughts before sleep come true