Scrambled Mind

All these mess and stuff,
got to be any answer of it..
I've been collecting the pictures in life
and half of it has been set up full
just like jigsaw, I can see of them
but some other still scatter like used papers in the basket,
I'm on my half way,
feels like standing in the middle of grass field
all I can see as far as my eyes look,
just a field of green grass that point at the edge of firmament,
it is my will wherever I go,
sure there is a vision that emerge on the side of the firmament,
the closer I get there, and the views get closer to be seen..

The point is,
when one view to be seen and show up the whole picture,
there is a big desire to get involve with and get in on the colourful portrait..

But, how can I join in that vision?
What am I supposed to do to be part of it?
Should be the strength of the spirit that help to make it easy
must be any other things as a way through to aim..

Wish life is as a simple of mind to define it
could life a little bit slowdown to gear a heart
all I need is just the truth of these vision
whether it sets me to cross to other field
or just be here
but I,
most of all wishing the pictures set up completely and lay there
to give the answer of a mind's question