Woii guyz!! Kalau ada yang nganggur hari Jumat, tanggal 11 Juni jam 18.30, kita nonton rame-rame pembukaan piala dunia di tempatku nyook... Ditunggu kedatanganny...

Hmm. Binun mau nulis apa?! Mau nulis yang serius-serius, takut ntar salah tulis. Mau nulis yang biasa-biasa aja, 'dah biasa. Hehe. Hmm. Ini aja wes... :: MeTa ...

Aku, Rany 'ma n1nna punya rencana ke Jogja Juni ini. Ada yang mau ikut? Tanggalnya masih menunggu jadwalnya n1nna, tapi silahkan kalau ada yang mau kasih ide tanggal. Menurut pengalamanku ma Meta dulu ke jogja bawa uang 900 ribu untuk berdua sudah cukup buat jalan dan belanja. Kendaraannya pakai kereta ekonomi. Mungkin bujetnya sekitar segitu buat berdua. Kasih saran ya, rek....

Beberapa waktu lalu aku sempat sms ke smua teman-teman tentang niat untuk membuat arisan lagi, Nilainya 75 ribu, tapi kita nariknya tidak 75 ribu hanya 50 ribu, yang 25 ribu di sumbangkan. Nah, sampai sekarang acara itu tidak pernah terwujud, pingin banget mewujudkan itu karena kita sudah banyak diberi oleh Yang Maha Kuasa. Apa salahnya kita membagi sedikit nikmat yang diberikan kepada kita kepada orang-orang tidak mampu. Jika nilai yang aku tawarkan terlalu besar, aku minta pendapat dari teman-teman...

Aku bukan orang yang pintar menulis seperti yang lainnya, yang bisa menulis panjang lebar sampai membuat blog ini berlembar-lembar banyaknya. Aku cuma ingin mengatakan: deNL memang jiwa kita semua. Kita hanyalah kumpulan kaum minoritas yang selayaknya saling mendukung/mensupport dan membantu. Karena hanya di sini lah kita dapat menjadi diri kita sesungguhnya tanpa topeng. Jadi, ayo kita lebih menghangatkan deNL dengan tulisan-tulisan (yang pandai menulis), saling membantu dan menjaga teman-teman...

Aku memang diam, tapi bukan bisu, tuli, ataupun lumpuh tanpa tindakan. Dulu bisa dibilang aku sangat vokal pada saat siapapun anggota DENL ada masalah (sejak hanya berempat -aku, n1nna, Aya, Meghi...plus Megha menyusul). Aku merasa menemukan kawan "secara kebetulan" seperti Aya, n1nna, Megha (dan lainnya sampai sekarang), bukan sebuah kebetulan belaka. Sesulit apapun awalnya aku ketemu n1nna, se-mbulet apa ketmu Aya, dan se-males apa ketemu Meghi, tapi semuanya memang harus diawali dari sana....

Cups of coffee accompany me all day long, this afternoon Trying hard to banish all the crazy thoughts And clear the mind with listening to the music They just like an alien to me, speaking unknown language Damned, still I cannot clear the mind I try a different way All the way that cross in the mind Damned, I wish this thing as easy as I wrote these feeling through my words I cannot compromise with myself How could I compromise with all the things that hit me in front? All I can do is just hang...

So easy to define me as "I" No plural things, always to be a singular in anything Like me, that always see you as a someone solely Difficult to be replaced from other But the fact is, I, am being removed from anyone’s memory Cannot see it in the whole thing I, just too arrogant to be solo in a whole wax The truth is, I just part of the messy things that happen я и мои немощи (Ya i Moi Nemoshchi) I and my infirmity To be united in a particular form That become me as a some one (...

I know There must be some longing feeling right now Remembering the time when we were around Laughing at our jokes that sometimes worn out Flirting to the people that passing by on our way And when there is no one noticed at us We just steal our kisses And laughing at our foolishness I know There must be some yearning feeling Brought to mind the moments that we were stick together Feel the heat of our body Hear the beat of our heart one to another Just can't be apart of us even a single minute We...

I do not care With what has happened to me Saw you walking away Rejoice and find your happiness With someone else I tried to smile as well And feel what you feel happy today I see your face shining and crystal clear Like I have not seen you before I wish I could make you like this now I'll be very happy Above all I do not care about myself I'm just glad to see you happy So different now with the time you first See you smile when you’re with someone else The smile that I have not seen before When...

Sitting alone in a city park Under the auspices of artificial light orange-colored garden See the people passing through And foreign sound of the cars roar in the air In a crowded street Everything seems alive and moving Refraction of light rays that night Forming a face looming in memory Smiled as if she were present and accompanied Wandering a mind and possessed me As usual I smiled and let the shadow of you Accompany Under the auspices of the park lights and crowds of foreign voices I'm drowning...

The rain just came Left it marks between the tread And grass sparks luminous Give a heart shape Among a pool of water and sparks The sky appears white and opaque Accompany a gloomy cloud Remembrance of rain had just passed Not to linger Only briefly And still feels the color Among the pines' top And the smell that permeated Between the soil and wet leaves And the wind carrying wounds Scurrilous imprint om the face of the cloud Imprint and opaq...

Kali ini, sekarang Di tengah hari ini Suara angin, berbicara bahasa asing Di atas atap, di antara daun-daun Aku bisa mendengarnya, menceritakan tentang waktu yang hilang Ketika masih bisa melihat tawa dan ceria Di mana kamu? Kamu yang biasanya berada di dekatku Berbagi senyum Menyapu air mata pada dosa-dosa kita satu sama lain Saling menggoda dengan tatapan Kulit dengan kulit Bibir dengan bibir Di mana kamu? Kehadiranmu di masa lalu Aku kehilangan jejakmu Sekarang Sekarang ini Di hari-hari i...

Di antara tumpukan note-note kecil Di bawah tray dokumen-dokumen kerjaku Di bawah kertas-kertas kecil lainnya Terlupakan dan tidak bertanggal Tertulis "Aku tidur dalam sadarku Bangun dalam tidurku Tidak tahu mana yang nyata Kepergianmu Atau rasa sakit ini? Semuanya begitu tidak nyata Tapi benar adanya Aku tersesat dalam kenyataan" Membaca ini, Seakan aku berada di tempat lain Dan waktu lain Jiwa dan raga lain Yang sebentar datang Untuk memberikan pesan Yang tertinggal dan terlupakan Dalam secarik...

Me against these days Having all ally with coffee shake I surrender to those silence And unspoken thought My friend I'm giving up Coffee shake is all my ally Inspite of you Just give me a sign When we can toast as a friend Like we used to And a cup of coffee shake is my ally For you is a glass of mi...

It's a lazy afternoon Where I lay my down my body on the bed Scratching the words, feeling kind of something I let my mind imagining the blue of the seashore With the warm sunshines And I've been expecting the one to come along In the summer breeze of a lovely season I've been traveling somewhere When I got shattered in the garden of roses Felt I have been there before When my heart said so, Expecting the one to come along With the look of love Just like a star sparkling In the summer night of...

Begitu nyata dan juga fatamorgana Ketika berbicara tentang rasa Dia akan berteriak dengan lantang Lewat jeritan hatinya Dan mulut yang terdiam Yang akan menggetarkan tanah berpijak Angin yang mencerabut semua yang disentuhnya Menimbulkan badai yang pernah ada Di setiap pikiran yang terlibat di dalamnya Sangat mematikan Perempuan sebuah fatamorgana Manisnya bibir ketika saling mengecup Adalah sebuah awal perjalanan yang tidak nyata Hati akan terdiam dalam dinginnya udara Juga akan membara dalam...

Apa yang membuat hati begitu bebal membalut luka dengan serpihan-serpihan garam kenangan menambah busuk ingatan yang tersisa ingatan yang masih lama bertahan dari semua yang sudah usai di dalam raga ini, hanyalah seorang yang berhati setipis bulu tidak berani menghadapi apa yang telah terjadi ataupun yang akan lewat hanya berani menantang, lewat nyalat mata yang beku bergemeretak miris pecah dan jiwa yang memberontak menyalahkan raga yang terdiam kaku membisu ingin rasanya melepaskan diri sejenak...

A message left in the answering machine play a sound of grieving from a little girl she's been looking the life in the other side where everything seems so hard and out of her thought she call up in the middle of the night telling that the past always haunt her wherever she hide and walk she couldn't take it anymore that everything seems so dark force her to cry and break down accepting all the wound and hurt feeling that still burning in her heart hoping for the breeze swept the mourn wanting...

Whenever i got sorrow i feel there is someone that laugh over my pain whenever i got happiness i feel there is someone that laugh over my joy whenever i got cheer up i feel there is someone that laugh over my life whenever i got worried of my life i feel there is someone that laugh over my chicken shitt whenever i got confident in my day i feel there is someone that laugh over my ego whenever i got consciousness in faith i feel there is someone that laugh over my trully will whenever i got pain i...

Terbias sepi wajah senja Angin sendu berjalan tertatih - tatih Mengiringi langkah diri Sendiri Nanar Dan resah Biru langit tenggelam dalam kelam, pekat Tak terlukiskan perasaan Berbalut rindu yang tak terbalaskan Nyanyian hati merintih sedih Kaku sembilu menggapai kehampaan Apakah diri terbawa mimpi? Dalam kasih yang tak terpaut Lara Pedih Dan getir Wahai bintangku Langit mulai kelam menanti cahaya yang tara Dingin berlari menutup cahayamu Menyesakkan dada yang hina Akankah datang juga wahai...

Drifted off silent in the twilight visage Melancholic wind, walking stagered to its feet Accompany the steps Alone Furious And restless The blue of the sky, drawning in the dark, pitch dark Undescrible feeling Alone Blue And faded Four directions, gathers in one point of doubtness Bound of missing that unretaliation The song of the heart that goan, distressing Hard Grieving Reach out the emptiness Am i blowed by the dream in the love unbinding? Sad Pain And sour Hail my star.. The sky ready...

Kiss me Where the passion has comes around Surrounding the mind, forgetting the time Touching your chin with my fingertips Feel the heat covering your head Where there is no space for both of us Feeling of great, kind of electric sharp Feel nice and pulse Touch me Where the heat has fall down Still the passion dancing in my bone When the heart cannot stop the lust Fasten the step, searching for the rush Of emotion that never be stopped Feel great and light up My eyes close My heart open wide For...

Sitting here alone of nowhere There are some empty feeling To wonder... What is life for? Reaching out the dreams But nothing is going through Life is wonderful But there is no place to reach it Smell of the four season Cannot cure the blue of the heart Feeling blooming but then winter has come Leaves has fall, spread the smell of missing Never know... The time has roll the faith Who can be blamed? That the decision has turn away Cold, dark and whisper Reaching out The fail And then go...

Ii've crossed the river through the forest But nothing can be so excited When I see the bluest sea and sky Where they're greeting me with the beautiful season I've been traveling the time with their greatness I have stood up here in the middle of nowhere When a silence air touching my face chill I've frozen my mind When its wandering in the blank space Looking inside of all what's happening in this time And I've been blinded by the time that stand still Walking without spread the moments That...

Ketika jiwa terkunci dalam lubang kediaman Tersesat di jalan kesunyian Gerak jiwa tlah membeku, memaku mimpi tak bertepi Hipnotis jiwa tlah berlaku Memaksa jalan tuk tetap beku Tak dapat dirasa waktu sunyi ada di darah Membekukan denyut nadi Mensunyikan langkah diri Hipnotis Ketika rasa telah datang terbuang Terlempar jauh dalam bara raga Meninggalkan biru dingin dalam kalbu Gerak hati telah kaku Membiru dalam nadi tak bergeming Hipnotis hati telah bersatu Menderap alur langkah darah Memaksa...

Drizzle has dancing in the air Pour its water such a fireworks Hand in hand, couple of heart walking through the rain Sound of raindrops and lightning surrounding them For the evening music Hand in hand spread the powerr of lovely spring Heading the future, shines its hope and wishes In the corner avenue the heart has speak the sense Drizzle has dancing in the air Give the music for the beautiful one Hand in hand feel the power of togetherness Through all the barrior against the steps In the corner...

Little girl walking through the fores Searching for the running shadow Across the rivers and ponds Her name is julia She's walking through the blackness of the jungle Looking for the truth of the feeling that has grow The strength of the feeling that still in flame Inside her heart that make her awake still Julia is chasing the shadow in the mind Where day in day shows its clearness The sense that clear enough to be recognized Julia never stop to run Enter the time she never been before Where...

Stand still I watch the life is going I just can feel the heart is still less Run the day to find the answer of mind's question Why do I have to feel this? Roaming the time to another life Is this gonna be over and finish the game? Life has so many changing and old Large changing and another pass by Sometimes bad to be good Good to be bad and that make us tired to feel But we have to face it anyway, Just for sacrifice Seeing if there is something left to keep The faith that makes the mind strong...

Call of the morning Wake me up for the shine dream of far place Take me to the real of air breath Here I am standing beside you Don't feel it, the sense of life's great Call of the morning The words of nice Speak out from the great source Don't spend it all I'm not ready to fall of the ground Call of the morning Babe, I ain't lie the truth of now Just to be the one of the morning shine Of alo...

Sendiri... Kan kutapaki jalan ini dalam keheningan hati yang bening Menghadapai langkah demi langkah yang terlalu dirisaukan hati Akan keramaian jalan yang penuh dengan liku Sendiri... Kan kurasakan sepi yang tlah datang menyapa Mengusir keceriaan hati ketika ada rasa Menggapai sembiluku merasakan kesakitanku Tahu akan rasa sakit ini...? Sendiri... Tanpa kaupun aku berarti Di jalan yang ramai sunyipun datang Ketika hati terketuk akan ke-ada-nya kamu Sunyiku adalah hatiku Dan ramainya jalan adalah...

Sunday morning of jerk Founding the one left for nothing Knowimg the one to be a looser And seeing the one state for the new vow Of sunday morning Sunday morning of bitch Feel the hurts of mind from the past Taste the blood of roses Kissing the two of fools Of sunday morning Sunday morning of damn Freezing the mind of the past memory Holding the vow of fucking jerk looser Sunday morning of ...

If I were knew the feeling of broken heart be just like this, Maybe I would like to have the hurts from the begining Then maybe I’ll have your love at the end And you’ll love me too You are the one that I love with all my infirmities Thought that you love me too unconditionaly How could I know that there will be good bye for me When I feel the love for me so sure And we miss every kisses and touches each other Thought that we got addicted of us Tut that wasn’t enough for you I’m wrong My...

Tonite, at 12.05 A.M. Still I cannot let my eyes close Restless heart and wandering mind They just speak foreign language to me I can’t understand it, only feel something strange in the heart Something clingy and ache So real Why I just be like this? Always tremble and fragile Everytime my heart speaks the language It breaks me down, about your love I wonder, When you sleep and smile on your face Is it the love of me that affecting you this way? I can see your smile lifting and whispered on your...

I’m tired not to not think about it About you and all your overwhelm words about her Say that you being egoistic to your self for loving her Instead of me that shattered just like that I’m tired being just like that That easy for you to define me as a “no longer lover” Say that you just cannot explain where is the love That used to fill your heart Just like the air that fully load in your lungs I’m tired to see the fully loaded heart of you When you talk about her Say you just cannot live...

Remember me... When the ground has already spread on my body Don’t be sad... Just remind all the memories inside the heart With me Remember me... Where the sun goes down and the darkness cover my body Don’t be so grieve... Just put the flowers over my dungeon instead of grave And I’ll be so peace Remember me... When my soul just about to fly on the other life Don’t be vulnarable... Just remind your mind That I ever be the one of your life Remember me... If your heart cannot hold the missing...

Cakrawala itu masih luas membentang Biru, tenang dan masih mengambang menyelimutiku Cakrawala itu takkan ada kalau rasa itu memang tuk sekejap Hanya membuat ilusi terbentang sesaat lalu menghilang Tapi cakrawala itu masih ada nyata merangkuh seluruh raga dan jiwaku Kurasakan biru dan tenangnya alam yang kau ciptakan Ku tak ingin tersesat dalam luasnya cakrawalamu Kuingin bebas dan lepas dalam rangkuhmu Hanya kau yang bisa menghidupkan cakrawala ini Dan hanya kamu yang bisa membimbingku dalam...

Cakrawala itu telah menurunkan senjanya Memaksaku tuk melupakan birunya langit dan tenangnya aroramu Cakrawala itu berubah jingga Menaburkan warna temaram yang membuatku tertatih – tatih melangkah Sang surya yang seharusnya bersinar Awan mendung merangkuhnya Memeluk erat meredupkan sinar keemasannya Cakrawala... Tak kusesali kamu pernah ada Menambah alam yang berwar...

Aku tahu, beradamu yang membuatku ada meski kupaksa Bercahaya dalam langit pagi tanpa batas Merekah, menciptakan pagi yang pernah ada Cakrawalamu, kau selalu kubertatap walau tanpa kau sadari Birumu menyelamatkanku dari hitamnya malam Bintangmu telah memberikan surya penerang hati Bulanmu, telah membuatku tuk tetap ada, walau tanpa kau tahu Itu semua sudah berlalu di masaku dan bersinar Aku ngga tahuapakah sudah berakhir dan punah? Tapi tetap cahaya itu ada Membias dan memantulkan rasa, Ataukah...

Talking to you, A thousand words cannot get enough To give the pleasure of the mind When there’s companion has land in the heart Just showing a beautiful one Come and grabs the hand Seeing you, A thousand colors spilled cannot get enough To give good looking of the one Where there’s a feeling going to melt Just giving the days so colorful Being with you, A thousand moments in the past Cannot get enough To give a space of the nice When the moment with you Just sharing the incredible events...

One and half an hour I’ve been waiting No sign of your presents That will knock my consciousness One and half an hour I’ve been waiting No clue of your shape Appears in front of me to melt the mourn One and half an hour I’ve been waiting No sense of your smell Emerge and give the light of my day One and half an hour I’ve been waiting And I chilled in my place alrea...

Waiting I can feel my blood running slowly to my back Reveals the feeling of bored When I’m stuck here, No one can even talk to me I’m just alone and petrified Waiting I can taste the air is going to get worn Spread the feeling of bored When I’m stuck here, I cannot find the pleasure thing to gained I’m just alone and chocked Waiting I can see the air turns to grey Comes up impatient feeling and bored When I’m stuck here, I just want to scream so loud I’m just alone and deflat...

The wind is coming and touches my skin Smoothly, whispering in my ear Told me the story of the one Which one I shall believe The wind or just U The sky is spreading the bluest scene in my eyes, Spoiling me with the gorgeous look That always haunts me in my mind Which one I shall believe The sky or just U The sea is showing its peaceful When the wave coming to the shore It’s like a hand hold me so tender Which one I shall believe The sea or just U The moon is standing in the line of firmament Shines...

Talking to you, A thousand words cannot get enough To give the pleasure of the mind When there’s companion has land in the heart Just showing a beautiful one Come and grabs the hand Seeing you, A thousand colors spilled cannot get enough To give good looking of the one Where there’s a feeling going to melt Just giving the days so colorful Being with you, A thousand moments in the past Cannot get enough To give a space of the nice When the moment with you Just sharing the incredible events...

I never know before that I have to follow this path Which full of events that make dry these tear to cry off. I’m just watching the life passing by with gray color to be memorized. I don’t know these particular moments give such a priceless lesson to me or to whom that they feel chocked. Are we so that lost, that God speaks up through our trance’s lullaby of being exist? Are we so that strong to testify that we are the supreme one? The supreme one? We just borrow this land, You didn’t leave us,...

I have a friend, her name is Eugene, and she came from East One day I found her sit in the park with arms around and a face of mourn “Life is sucks!!” burst out such a word through her mind easily Never knows what life will take her since she was born I remember when the story began Starting from a glittering of past Glowing pretty dim, quite damn uncompromised time to gain Searching the one for the good, only pain comes over in the last Feel regrets and disappointed cannot ease all the pain For...

You came in the time when everything looks so gray Bring the dreams in your mind, hope someday can build a new hope in the day Telling a story of long life expectation, it’s all you can say Fly the words that we have to hanging on to every word you say No escape for us this time, only keep the mouth shut Just like a hammer fly in our head, stuck Blow the dreams want to fly away Why do we still hear you speech? We live here not just only hear and freeze We want to feel of what you have bustle around,...

I'm diving to your teritory again with the bruishes and all of my pain crying on your arm burst out all the barrier inside me me, just a water flavoured of your sense hail of the sea take me down to your neath cover me with your blues wash my heart with your tide I don't wanna be anywhere else but here just take me to your arm flinch me away from this ache take me with you hail of the s...

If I had to stopped just one second not to think about the sea Feels like the air lost its soul when the wind no longer comes by to send its breeze If I had to loose my colour’s sight not to stare to the sea Feels like shore faded in its ripples when the cliffs stranded nowhere offshore It’s a spirit that emerge in the middle of blue sea So bright, spread the sense of love surrounding in the heart If I had to choose the form that I got to spilled in this time I would like to alter my world in to...

I walked to this block again Try to find of what has been left behind The moment when you were here Shared the joy and nothing can compared Revealed the feeling, we can just see it That it was really truly sense that took apart Think it’s over nothing can be gained now Only memories that always roaming the mind How easy the feeling comes up beneath the heart I sit in the park of this old town When the story begin at the very first time I just try to recognize the moment that still echoes in the...

If all of these wouldn’t happened Will you give me your truly love, take me higher To feel the great of the sense B’cos right now I feel lonely If all of these has happened Why didn’t you gave me the trust that I needed much in facing the life God knows I really want to have it B’cos right now I don’t feel the love If all of these wouldn’t happened Will I have the same, when I hunger for the caress Is it too much expectation for the life That still long way to go, I cannot release B’cos right...

In the very fresh time I’m riding now I feel the old spirit splashing and open the gate When the past let it out And reveals all the moment I buried Never realize when it started and shown up like a smell of the damp gray leaves Refused to disappear, feeling kind of longing somewhere in a far place And so the story running, left all the senses behind, caged beneath the heart, Open the truth of being lost in the line of consciousness In this autumn, unforgotten sense has come out of the blue...

See you walking across the street When the wind coming and touching your hair Seems to me that all my feeling get flow Follow your move and your hair waving so sure Never afraid to come out of what you feel And I see your smile always melt the air I feel all my emotion goes through your light eyes sight When I catch the sign that we’ve crushed on Tell me, what is all about? Are you trying to show of what you kept in mind? Are you thinking the same way I did? When this heart stop beating just...

I wish this is not gonna over that you’ve been care to me You give me all I need, when I need a shelter you just lay my head upon your shoulder You give me a piece through your blue eyes Everything so obvious showing you’re all that I need I can see the wide world out there with you You makes everything real not just only thoughts before sleep that only show up when I start to close my eyes and gone through in the air as my eyes open again Near you, I can feel the spirit of my life raise fill...

Right now, I just want to write All my emotion goes freely through my fingers Explore every corner of my dungeon Seal it up, every words so very true Reveals every senses that hide inside All I want is just write Everytime when I can feel all my feeling comes up clearly Speak up through my vessels and every bubble in my blood Showing the taste of higher in the top of my consciousness All I want is just write I might not know, what I’m gonna to show And I will never stop to explore of what inside...

I never shock like the way I am now Found myself never have all I want along my days Being so happy, looking the days so wonderful But it just only an illusive bliss, that getting stronger replace my thought of reality There is one thing for sure that always be a barrier in this mind I just try to let go of it, I don’t want to get stuck in this place Cos’ you are the barrier for me Just go away, stay away It makes me relieve after all the time I have to carry you on my back I saw you broken wings,...

Where do you take me? Right now I’m very tired for all day long I’ve been raced with time To find out of what I’m looking for I will wake up again, but please let me close my eyes for a while b’cos I feel my body revolt want to sleep I just only count on you this time, where are we going it doesn’t matter for me as long as you here with me Where do you take me? All I can do is just grabbing my hands around your shoulder and lay down I will continue my works but this time let me spoil my self by...

Am I too fast following this rhythm of the life? Am I too slow catching up this track of the time? Do I overwhelmed accept all the senses that life give it to me? Do I capable face all the charm things that time give a shine to me? No one tell me where do I have to stop in the next turn Or when I have to run fast in the second turn Did time made me change, seeing the world out there? Seems to me the world become bigger and bigger or am I just shrink? Did I change myself or life makes me change...

You came to save me when I needed a wide shoulder to cry on You gave me the cheers when the loneliness came I never paid attention before when I felt my days of love with someone else, the one who broke my heart into pieces You the one who picked up piece by piece the scattered heart I have For the length time, I never questioned the truth of your mind cos’ I’m too busy with my own sorrow Still I feel the wounded when my heart hurt and I neglected you around But you’re so busy cure me nothing...

Here she goes another savior that entered my life, I didn’t know who’s being saved here. I’ve been broken wings and you came offering me to seize the air together. We realized this was the best way for us to stayed alive from fading sense, that’s our own enemy. You’ve been searching of what life will take you and I’m welcoming the life that flew me. And that such a weird combination between us, but it goes well so far. We could get more than this, grow our sense and fill each other....

It took so long to get you out of my mind, I always staying away from you but why I always hanging on to every words you say. It was a great story that we ever revealed in our life and you’ve been totally unpredictable. I couldn’t even take a deep breath to realized what has been possesed me and you already there ruined my beyond ordinary life. You’re the devil along my days, so easy for me to say fuck off in the time I give my hand to you to hold on. And I am the devil for my own skin...

I flattered that you offered me a gracious connection. You were fine and absolutely well off. I like you a lot when you accomplished the messy things with your fingertip. I always be your queen in everything but you never let me walk with bare foot. You’ve been so perfect in a whole wax, in fact I’m too much perfect ten for you that you didn’t allow a single mistake or a spot that stick in my skin. It was six months of my own battle and I have already loosing my own personality for...

I’m so sorry I was in bad emotion when I realized you’ve been flown to my river and then drowning deep without even caught the bank of my heart. It wasn’t all my faults at that time, you gave me a light that I thought I might stay there just for a while. You gave me everything that I need when I broken my heart to somebody else. I’ve been blinded by my own obsession to be completely well but I’m being oblivious. The pain came last when I felt you put a net of ignorance and now you...

It was the first march of 1999, you’ve been attracted me with your cat eyes and dangerous smile, And then you turned my world upside down ever since. My “Moonlight” that what you called me for you to be my “Night”. I can feel the warm feeling that surrounding me when you’re around. We were young and I realized I’ve been falling in love. One night you made me out of the blue by the word you said, “We are still young and there are so many things out there that yet we haven’t seen”, it was...

Berjalan telanjang kaki di pantaimu Berbicara dengan desir angin dan riak gelombang yang menyentuh kaki Mencoba untuk diam sejenak dan mendengarkan hatiku bicara Kepada bau air laut yang membuka pintu imajinasiku Akan hadirmu yang berjalan disisiku sambil tersenyum Memandangku dengan penuh arti Ingatanku tak pernah lepas Akan peristiwa–peristiwa yang telah terjadi Ketika semua terasa begitu jelas Dan dekat Tidak ada yang lain Hanya rasa itu Kenangan–kenangan itu Hanya menjadi kenangan Hanya kenangan...

Aku telah berjalan di sepanjang jalan yang ramai ini berharap ada wajah orang-orang yang kukenal di ingatanku namun tak satupun menunjukkan rasa yang selama ini kucari berapa lama lagi kumenatap dan memandang ke tepi jalan? Mungkin sesuatu ada disana dan memberiku petunjuk tak satupun cahaya yang menerangi di setiap sudut kota tuk membuatku dapat melihat dimana aku berdiri sekarang ini berapa lama lagi aku tetap membuka lebar pendengaranku? Tuk menangkap setiap suara yang akan membuatku tersadar kalo...

10 A.M. It was too cold, went outside the lodging house but the sun shine bright the heat slowly crawling and embraced into my skin fresh of the plants being kissed by dews made me felt so good like I'm falling in love but that view wasn't enough, so I went upstair watched the blue sky and the wind coming breeze God, I wish I'm in this moment forever I can even hear the wind whispered in my ears and the leaves dancing in their branches my eyes open wide never loose the chance to keep the moment...

Among the raindrops my mind roaming the chill of the night looking for the views that surely appear knock my consciousness barely can't make me awake and I just like to be this wandering in night's dream just to see you b4 you go to sleep show me your smile and just want to know that everything is ok I like this way accompanied by the wind and frozen air standing between the dream and consciousness just want to see your face and give you a kiss goodnight b4 you go to sle...

I remember friend told me that rain bring a news from a far news that sent away all the grieving and sadness news that make u smile tonite, this night is raining and I just listen to the raindrops that slowly knocking on my rooftop dancing on the surfaces just like eager and want to see their old friends the raindrops in rush coming down and touch the ground I remember a friend told me about the wet ground that spread the smell of the rain swept away all the sadness and bring the memory of...

As a mark that I've been there in the time when I was so lost in love I wrote a name in the sky let the wind swept it away let the clouds grab it away their send it to the sun wherever she just happy for ...

Malam ini aku bersama kamu duduk berdiam diteras rumah mendengarkan angin dan dedaunan kamu dengan secangkir ovaltine dingin aku dengan nescafe original kamu bilang, kamu ingin melihat malam berjalan menemui pagi malam ini aku bersama kamu menemanimu duduk d sebuah bangku kayu dikelilingi oleh pohon-pohon pinus yang menjulang tinggi kamu bilang, kamu ingin menghitung bintang yang malam sebelumnya kamu tandai dengan senyum dan binar matamu malam ini aku bersama kamu menemani kamu selepas sore...

I cannot deny, when my heart jump high in cheer catches your voice over the phone and you're greeting me, "how've you been?" "i just want to hear your voice and missing you" i try to hide the sense that want to go out throuh the mind i don't want you to know the bubble inside just like want to say something like i miss you with your honest and open sense you just split it out of all you want to say i just clearly feel tha you are missing me too much over the phone, i just try to overcome what...

Driving on the highway with an empty backseat and a frozen front rear glasses heading to the south for the lonely road is still stretch ahead reveal an awkward and anxious mind coz' a heart crying in chilled being grabbed and possessed by the stillness of the night there'll be songs that make you cry for the broken vow that worn by the aging time echoes it voice at the top of the cliffs, in the silent air hailing for the heart that nothing forsake no tears left, only the blackness of the night accompany...

Sebuah renungan, Semoga bermanfaat. Ini cerita nyata, beliau adalah Bp. Eko Pratomo, Direktur Fortis Asset Management yang sangat terkenal di kalangan Pasar Modal dan Investment, Beliau juga sangat sukses dalam memajukan industri Reksadana di Indonesia. Apa yg diutarakan beliau adalah sangat benar sekali. Silahkan baca dan dihayati. MAMPUKAH KITA MENCINTAI TANPA SYARAT sebuah renungan buat para suami... Istri dan calon istri juga boleh. Dilihat dari usianya beliau sudah tidak muda lagi, usia...

All these mess and stuff, got to be any answer of it.. I've been collecting the pictures in life and half of it has been set up full just like jigsaw, I can see of them but some other still scatter like used papers in the basket, I'm on my half way, feels like standing in the middle of grass field all I can see as far as my eyes look, just a field of green grass that point at the edge of firmament, it is my will wherever I go, sure there is a vision that emerge on the side of the firmament, the...

I see that life being nice to you take you higher and white than anyone else ever got on their life did you ever think? In the silence day you've got to share a split of the moment with someone else that you never think about it just the untouchable thought that you never cross in your mind let it out of what you have in the mind I see the days being walked smoothly on you bring you the finest day that you ever got than anyone else ever got did you ever think? In the glittering light that ever...

When the wind comes through send its breez.. What are you gonna do? Leave it? Or turn your heart around and see what it comes with it when the season comes down bring it sense what are you gonna do? Take it? Or let the leaves falling without knowing the wind is so cool and fresh touch it branches when the sky turns to blue and shines bright what are you gonna do? Turn your face down and see the ground so grey and the smell of a damp leave ready to fade what are you gonna do? Just waiting the star...

So tell me... Is there any sense that capture in your heart? So secure and peacefull when one of us around where all thought of doubt and awkward disappear aging by the smile and look that comes by the day it just so close so far either I know this feeling has affecting me before or I just can't neglected the view of your charms on the finest day that you ever have in your li...

'till dry this ink on my paper 'till gone this memory in my mind 'till it fading in the air the colour in my eyes 'till being forgotten the memory of me in this world 'till disappear the sense in this heart 'till numb the vessels in my body 'till stop the beat in me 'till empty the air that i breath 'till worn out the story of my life 'till knot the words in my mouth 'till light comes n steal my only soul 'till nothing can be shown here in this grou...

"sendiri" kukira itu adalah kata yang paling menakutkan yang pernah aku dengar dalam hidupku aku tidak tahu bagaimana menghadapinya aku benar-benar menyukai menjadi "penuh sesak" seperti orang lain tapi kenyataanya tidak sama sekali aku hanya senang merasakan perasaanku sendiri.. "pada saat ini" dan aku tak tahu apa yang kupikirkan saat ini dan hal itu lebih menakutkanku daripada hanya satu kata, yaitu "sendiri" aku hanya mencari siapa aku sebenarnya seperti halnya menyibak kabut jauh-jauh yang...

A little girl walking along on the crowded street always stare down, she's got her own thought nevermind about the honk of the buses blowing, torn the air for the taxi driver waving his hand looking for passangers she just listened to her mind, when is it gonna be over? Facing the days full of grieving and when she got home, feel the journey has stopped she cannot find the real voice in the place where people call it home I'm gonna away, run to the green of the mountain I'm gonna away, come to...