Cups of coffee accompany me all day long, this afternoon
Trying hard to banish all the crazy thoughts
And clear the mind with listening to the music
They just like an alien to me, speaking unknown language
Damned, still I cannot clear the mind
I try a different way
All the way that cross in the mind
Damned, I wish this thing as easy as I wrote these feeling through my words
I cannot compromise with myself
How could I compromise with all the things that hit me in front?
All I can do is just hang on there
And accept all the hit
Accept all the hit

Compromise
I should underline this words
Compromise with myself
And emphasize it beneath my heart
Swallow it all whole
This just, how easy i'm exploring my words to make it simple
These are just simple
I'm just complicated
That's all

So easy to define me as "I"
No plural things, always to be a singular in anything
Like me, that always see you as a someone solely
Difficult to be replaced from other
But the fact is, I, am being removed from anyone’s memory
Cannot see it in the whole thing
I, just too arrogant to be solo in a whole wax
The truth is, I just part of the messy things that happen
я и мои немощи
(Ya i Moi Nemoshchi)
I and my infirmity
To be united in a particular form
That become me as a some one (1)

I know
There must be some longing feeling right now
Remembering the time when we were around
Laughing at our jokes that sometimes worn out
Flirting to the people that passing by on our way
And when there is no one noticed at us
We just steal our kisses
And laughing at our foolishness

I know
There must be some yearning feeling
Brought to mind the moments that we were stick together
Feel the heat of our body
Hear the beat of our heart one to another
Just can't be apart of us even a single minute
We hugging so tight in every night we slept
And there a smile on our face
We have on our same dreams

And I know
I still recognize that feeling
I've known by those feeling

I do not care
With what has happened to me
Saw you walking away
Rejoice and find your happiness
With someone else
I tried to smile as well
And feel what you feel happy today
I see your face shining and crystal clear
Like I have not seen you before
I wish I could make you like this now
I'll be very happy
Above all
I do not care about myself
I'm just glad to see you happy
So different now with the time you first
See you smile when you’re with someone else
The smile that I have not seen before
When with me

Sitting alone in a city park
Under the auspices of artificial light orange-colored garden
See the people passing through
And foreign sound of the cars roar in the air
In a crowded street
Everything seems alive and moving
Refraction of light rays that night
Forming a face looming in memory
Smiled as if she were present and accompanied
Wandering a mind and possessed me
As usual
I smiled and let the shadow of you
Accompany
Under the auspices of the park lights and crowds of foreign voices
I'm drowning in my loneliness
With the shadow of you
In this park