Cups of coffee accompany me all day long, this afternoon
Trying hard to banish all the crazy thoughts
And clear the mind with listening to the music
They just like an alien to me, speaking unknown language
Damned, still I cannot clear the mind
I try a different way
All the way that cross in the mind
Damned, I wish this thing as easy as I wrote these feeling through my words
I cannot compromise with myself
How could I compromise with all the things that hit me in front?
All I can do is just hang on there
And accept all the hit
Accept all the hit

Compromise
I should underline this words
Compromise with myself
And emphasize it beneath my heart
Swallow it all whole
This just, how easy i'm exploring my words to make it simple
These are just simple
I'm just complicated
That's all

So easy to define me as "I"
No plural things, always to be a singular in anything
Like me, that always see you as a someone solely
Difficult to be replaced from other
But the fact is, I, am being removed from anyone’s memory
Cannot see it in the whole thing
I, just too arrogant to be solo in a whole wax
The truth is, I just part of the messy things that happen
я и мои немощи
(Ya i Moi Nemoshchi)
I and my infirmity
To be united in a particular form
That become me as a some one (1)

I know
There must be some longing feeling right now
Remembering the time when we were around
Laughing at our jokes that sometimes worn out
Flirting to the people that passing by on our way
And when there is no one noticed at us
We just steal our kisses
And laughing at our foolishness

I know
There must be some yearning feeling
Brought to mind the moments that we were stick together
Feel the heat of our body
Hear the beat of our heart one to another
Just can't be apart of us even a single minute
We hugging so tight in every night we slept
And there a smile on our face
We have on our same dreams

And I know
I still recognize that feeling
I've known by those feeling

I do not care
With what has happened to me
Saw you walking away
Rejoice and find your happiness
With someone else
I tried to smile as well
And feel what you feel happy today
I see your face shining and crystal clear
Like I have not seen you before
I wish I could make you like this now
I'll be very happy
Above all
I do not care about myself
I'm just glad to see you happy
So different now with the time you first
See you smile when you’re with someone else
The smile that I have not seen before
When with me

Sitting alone in a city park
Under the auspices of artificial light orange-colored garden
See the people passing through
And foreign sound of the cars roar in the air
In a crowded street
Everything seems alive and moving
Refraction of light rays that night
Forming a face looming in memory
Smiled as if she were present and accompanied
Wandering a mind and possessed me
As usual
I smiled and let the shadow of you
Accompany
Under the auspices of the park lights and crowds of foreign voices
I'm drowning in my loneliness
With the shadow of you
In this park

The rain just came
Left it marks between the tread
And grass sparks luminous
Give a heart shape
Among a pool of water and sparks
The sky appears white and opaque
Accompany a gloomy cloud
Remembrance of rain had just passed
Not to linger
Only briefly
And still feels the color
Among the pines' top
And the smell that permeated
Between the soil and wet leaves
And the wind carrying wounds
Scurrilous imprint om the face of the cloud
Imprint and opaque

Kali ini, sekarang
Di tengah hari ini
Suara angin, berbicara bahasa asing
Di atas atap, di antara daun-daun
Aku bisa mendengarnya, menceritakan tentang waktu yang hilang
Ketika masih bisa melihat tawa dan ceria
Di mana kamu?
Kamu yang biasanya berada di dekatku
Berbagi senyum
Menyapu air mata pada dosa-dosa kita satu sama lain
Saling menggoda dengan tatapan
Kulit dengan kulit
Bibir dengan bibir
Di mana kamu?
Kehadiranmu di masa lalu
Aku kehilangan jejakmu
Sekarang
Sekarang ini
Di hari-hari ini

Di antara tumpukan note-note kecil
Di bawah tray dokumen-dokumen kerjaku
Di bawah kertas-kertas kecil lainnya
Terlupakan dan tidak bertanggal
Tertulis

"Aku tidur dalam sadarku
Bangun dalam tidurku
Tidak tahu mana yang nyata
Kepergianmu
Atau rasa sakit ini?
Semuanya begitu tidak nyata
Tapi benar adanya
Aku tersesat dalam kenyataan"

Membaca ini,
Seakan aku berada di tempat lain
Dan waktu lain
Jiwa dan raga lain
Yang sebentar datang
Untuk memberikan pesan
Yang tertinggal dan terlupakan
Dalam secarik kertas kecil

Me against these days
Having all ally with coffee shake
I surrender to those silence
And unspoken thought

My friend
I'm giving up
Coffee shake is all my ally
Inspite of you
Just give me a sign
When we can toast as a friend
Like we used to
And a cup of coffee shake is my ally
For you is a glass of milk

It's a lazy afternoon
Where I lay my down my body on the bed
Scratching the words, feeling kind of something
I let my mind imagining the blue of the seashore
With the warm sunshines
And I've been expecting the one to come along
In the summer breeze of a lovely season

I've been traveling somewhere
When I got shattered in the garden of roses
Felt I have been there before
When my heart said so,
Expecting the one to come along
With the look of love
Just like a star sparkling
In the summer night of a lovely season

I close my eyes to recognize
Piece by piece the views that has appeared in the mind
I can feel the sense that I have been there before
In the small house near the forest
Where the hills watching us through their valleys
And the bright blue lake spread the lovely scenery
Just like a thousand diamond
Dancing with the sunray

I feel the one, grabbing my hand
Together to see the charming expression of the nature,
Greeting us in the spring life
I can feel my heart just start to bloom
Eager to release the feeling of peace and comfort
On my shoulder of the one

Begitu nyata dan juga fatamorgana
Ketika berbicara tentang rasa
Dia akan berteriak dengan lantang
Lewat jeritan hatinya
Dan mulut yang terdiam
Yang akan menggetarkan tanah berpijak
Angin yang mencerabut semua yang disentuhnya
Menimbulkan badai yang pernah ada
Di setiap pikiran yang terlibat di dalamnya
Sangat mematikan

Perempuan sebuah fatamorgana
Manisnya bibir ketika saling mengecup
Adalah sebuah awal perjalanan yang tidak nyata
Hati akan terdiam dalam dinginnya udara
Juga akan membara dalam lautan luka dan kecewa
Ketika tersadar
Seperti hidup dalam dunia mimpi...
Hanya bekas carut di hati yang ada
Dan rasa sakit yang nyata
Dia akan berjalan dan menghilang dalam benjana rasa yang baru

Aku tidak percaya pada perempuan
Tetap hati ini tidak bisa berpaling akan sosok mereka
Anggun juga menghancurkan
Diam juga memporak porandakan
Manis juga sangat mengiris berserpihan
Tetap aku tidak bisa lepas dari mereka
Untuk merasakan sakit yang lebih dalam lagi
Dalam pelukannya
Perempuan