If It Wouldn't and If Would

If all of these wouldn’t happened
Will you give me your truly love, take me higher
To feel the great of the sense
B’cos right now I feel lonely

If all of these has happened
Why didn’t you gave me the trust that
I needed much in facing the life
God knows I really want to have it
B’cos right now I don’t feel the love

If all of these wouldn’t happened
Will I have the same, when I hunger for the caress
Is it too much expectation for the life
That still long way to go, I cannot release
B’cos right now I feel so hopeless

If all of these has happened, yes it has happened
Would you feel relieve
Facing all with bare mind, just like letting go
The dust in the eyes
Why don’t you feel that way
B’cos right now I want a changing.